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kokopelle ([personal profile] kokopelle) wrote2014-08-12 07:17 am
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Misplaced Jealousy

Warning… thoughts about suicide. Please stop reading if this bothers you.

On 08/11/14 Robin Williams committed suicide. Many morn his passing. I do, but I have another reaction that speaks to my illness. I’ve felt experienced this many times before, so I know it is wired into me in some way. I am jealous of Robin Williams. I am jealous that he has passed over. I am still here and he is dead, something I would like to be. I continue on. Sigh…

In other news, I dreamed of snuggling with a beautiful woman and this makes me happy.
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[personal profile] oceans_voice 2014-08-13 02:22 am (UTC)(link)
Hugs to you. I am glad you are here :)