An UnHappy Theme

Yesterday I was looking through my past postings for ideas and I searched for the keyword "happy".  I was surprised that the resulting postings were either tagged for my eyes only because they were VERY UNHAPPY or the posting was a happy birthday wish to somebody.  Gads.  I thought about that today and realized that on whole I am not happy.  I have moments of joy, but happiness eludes me most of the time.  I have to ponder this more...