Can't Stand It

[kokopelle]

I realized today that I have a major button, and that button is manic anger. I cannot take manic anger. My first wife had it and my second wife had versions of it, but I suspect that it goes back to childhood. My mother was a manic depressive. This has left deep marks on me, and I suspect my desire to escape from manic anger is one of those. So, what to do? This time I may have to get out all together. We'll see. Things to do!