Tough Love

[kokopelle]

I ran my last posting by my lovely friend who shared the meditation "I receive all things according to my belief. If I don't like what I am receiving, I can change my beliefs".  I shared my struggling insight with her, asked if she had feedback, and receive a brief reply.

I do..you have to really want to change and do the work.
 

Goodness, but in a way she is calling me on my looking to the past, a form of woundology.  She is the type to be looking forward on her spiritual path.  She's gone through a lot and does a lot for the world now.  Where does that leave me now?  I have to ponder if I really want to change, or not.  The latter has serious ramifications.  The former is a new life.  Hmmm....  food for thought.